Hey Mastodon, can I tell you a secret? Ready... Here goes! You don't always have to be good at something, you don't need to make money with the things that bring you joy. It is ok to like things that bring you joy even if you're really bad at them. Many people don't see the value of the process of doing the thing, perhaps badly. That is a them problem. It's not always the end result that matters. Sometimes it's just experiencing joy, or relaxation, or peace while you're doing the thing.