Volts Of Turning Thought
© Surazeus
2025 10 27

Despite untwisting volts of turning thought
through which I deconstruct moments of light,
I flow across torn spectrum of respect
that still reflects description of the scene
sparked by excessive trigger melting time
to meditate on our profound surprise.

Trapped in interior drama of the mind,
deliberately invoked by selfish prayers,
I grasp conceptual moment of desire
to race against conclusion, authorized
by troubling tenor, torn from bitter books,
as metaphor for nothing reconciled.

From moment of illumination, charged
with whole sensorium of naked laughs,
I seek no obvious answer for the why
concerned with memories buried by fear
through temporary disruption of love
consistent with awakened happiness.

Based on damaged mindset of happy ghosts
who seek supportive structure from our words,
our strange epiphanies of spirit flight
express erosion as process of change
we challenge with faith-agitated dreams
fueled by nervous passion to succeed well.

With blood-eyed dance of gentle ecstasy
our trip careens around the spinning globe
to find that ghosts of mothers in doorways
mistake this world for pretty fantasies
till we find pleasant fields of fruitful trees
where we can safely land in paradise.

My learned ability, contrived by clouds,
to raise awareness of disastrous games
we play extracting minerals from the Earth,
presents new opportunity from fate
to turn my head and look behind my mask
so I can see how I transform to me.

Embedded inclination to expect
good behavior of moral aptitude
from every person mangled with desire
of unfilled expectations, programs
how I respond with abundant respect
when my heart manipulates my free will.

Through ludicrous cognition of my brain,
composed of unacknowledged honesty,
I meditate on longing of my heart
to transform messy politics of greed
to well-organized creation of trust
till we turn our minds toward eternity.

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Orpheus teaches class on psychological poetics of conceptual turnings that lead us wandering the endless maze of myths we mistake for Heaven.

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