Stuck In Maze Of Regrets
© Surazeus
2026 01 13

When I think too much about past events
I find myself stuck in maze of regrets,
so I turn around and walk nowhere else,
wandering listlessly without fateful goal
past broad welcoming gates of Wonderland
till I stand with broken heart by the sea.

Mired deep in soul-sucking muck of despair,
I stare beyond scope of infinity
to where imaginary goddess shines
enskied in mantle of fortunate stars
since my heart wants to stellify her soul
so she descends on wings of honesty.

Enrobed in flashing cape of calm compassion,
she sings enchanting melody of hope
that wraps my fragile soul in arms of love
to draw my writhing ghost from dark abyss
which blooms my mind with broad angelic wings
and sparks my heart with passion to live well.

Emerging from cocoon of anxious fear,
I stretch attentive scope of my soul wide
with conscious wisdom to comprehend why
quick atoms aggregate in dreaming brains
which sparks our souls awake with urgent faith
to fight oppressors for true liberty.

Awake with brave attention of concern,
through intense focus on disparate facts,
I analyze through measurement of deeds
dire consequence spurred by uncertain loops
to trace effects back to their primal cause
enclosing cycle of recurrent scenes.

Thus I perceive with flash of clear insight
psychological operations planned
and executed by clandestine means
through shadow-veiled conspiracy of greed
to trap and bind my fierce angelic soul
with mind-controlling concepts of false truth.

Conceptual system of our social scheme
asserts as uncontested facts of nature
rights that favor with privilege of gain
men who assert aggressive force of will
in strict contract that empowers their hands
to control how we perceive what is real.

After I deconstruct their system of power
to disperse fake authority they claim,
I construct new world view of social rights
which ensures equal opportunity
for every person living on this Earth
so we together walk maze of respect.

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Orpheus reconstructs fair global system of social equality based on liberty and justice for all as operational guidance for the new world order.

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