First Designed By Amen
© Surazeus
2025 04 15

Mild reluctance of the arrogant snow
to prove whether some god exists or not,
inspires me to play confessional chess
with every devil who dares interfere
with my plot to realign the star frame
geared to favor my fortunate success.

How wild my heart accelerates back-flight
when blind god who may or may not exist
requires me to play congressional chess
despite lack of experience with death
that will erase this vision of the world
glowing with immortal light in my head.

Since no one ever attends my Dream Show,
I decide it is best that I persist
with programming my humanized robot
with consciousness based on star-flashing breath
because I always lose each game of chess
I dare to play against the universe.

Safe for now in haven of false desires,
enclosed by walls of secure dollar bills,
I rage against the global dream machine
that brainwashes our minds to perceive how
god embodies itself in the milk cow
who grazes on grass in the vale of mist.

Sparked by sudden feeling of bold despair,
which haunts storybooks in library halls,
I conduct studies of how rivers flow
with winding suspicion of gravity
that guides our progress to the cosmic sea
where all molecules merge in mind of god.

Though I grope half-blind in valley of fog,
holding up lamp of liberty to plan
random pathway I map to Wonderland,
people may follow me centuries later
to find paradise glows inside our hearts,
yet still we search for fruitful Tree of Fate.

Honest confusion for the role I play
in global game of chess to attain power,
that we call civilization, conjugates
expansive formulas which define nature
common to every human on this Earth
which spins forever in the void of faith.

Awake before dawn in the twilight zone,
I unfold angel wings from the bone
supporting infrastructure of state banks
that fund educational institutes
so brain of every child may be programmed
with one world view first designed by Amen.

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Orpheus explores the valley of bones shrouded in morning fog to find the deserted library of clay tablets filled with financial reports.

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