Orgasmic Flash Of Awakening
© Surazeus
2026 07 24

Every thought that flashes inside my brain
contrives to prove with honest arrogance
that unseen power of the universe,
which my ancestors declared to be God,
asserts its conscious sense of knowingness
through analytic process of my mind.

Though it seems I have come too late on Earth
to understand true essence of the gods
who dream themselves awake in human brains,
I find they are alive inside this sphere
as wordless voice in wind and waves and flames
which speaks through songs that humans in pain sing.

Each conscious soul who lived on spinning Earth
the past four hundred million years of growth
experienced moment of epiphany
through orgasmic flash of awakening
which programs how my brain perceives the world
for their immortal genes design my mind.

God is ideal conscious being of pure love
engaged in progress of strict self-control
as wise persona whom I strive to play
when I transform from animal to man
who exercises calm restraint of faith
to manage intense passions of desire.

I am the child who sails boat on the sea
by watching one bright star of shining hope
that never moves at center of the sky
which guides my journey to the Promised Land
as I evolve from fish to singing god
while I tend fire on mountain slope of faith.

One God Eye at core of the universe,
enormous star of super-condensed mass
through singularity of mental thought,
knows every planet spinning in the void
that teems with conscious beings of energy
who seek to understand their mortal souls.

I laugh at this delusion of my mind
that White Whole Spirit of the Multiverse
vibrates with one divine mind of the Self,
fragmented into countless conscious brains
who strive to transcend limits of the flesh
and glow in harmony with everything.

How beautiful this weird illusion glows
that we are temporary sparks of life
composed of atoms flashing in the void,
so I stand high on mountain peak of faith
and savor passion of this timeless hour
that I am so awake because of death.

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Orpheus feels his whole body buzz with sublime glow of comprehension as his brain flashes awake with wordless epiphany of timelessness framed by death.

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