Indifferent Nature Of Life
© Surazeus
2026 01 17

Tangled in relentless progress of change,
I move through maze of life on puppet strings
in search to find the master of my fate,
but sense no super-conscious puppeteer
other than indifferent nature of life
that drags me into the future of hope.

My brain projects the future of the world
I want to see on blank wall of desire,
but everything that happens in the past
erases fancy dream of paradise
so I am blinded by strange light of truth
that leaves me stranded in a strange new world.

I wake in future world of strange events
I never imagined in wildest dreams,
so I outline on mirror of the sky
complicated status of social being
to help me understand where I am now
somewhere in endless maze of nowhere else.

While I look at the mirror of my mind
I get in the way of who I should be
when I remember who I used to be
because I know myself better than me
though I am still alive with flame of faith
that twists my body into what I am.

My body flows with endless stream of time
so I research true nature of my being
and find unmeasured strangeness of my heart
embodied by ancestors of my soul
as numberless characters who make me,
indifferent with compassion of the dead.

My inner demon dictates tale of life
I want to play regardless of the rules
so I invent advanced conceptual tools
that help me build vast paradise of truths
composed of stories that depict in scenes
life of every person who ever lived.

I have no answers for questions you pose
about strange beauty of this world we love,
surprised by glory of the flaming clouds
that illuminate silent mountain peaks
with secret honor of the falling god
who wakes inside my body as me now.

Inseminated with pure cosmic light,
my brain expands beyond bounds of belief
so I know name of everything that is,
programmed by circuits of existent souls
who follow routines of heart-breaking grief
to offer pamphlets on the end of time.

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Orpheus stands on street corners and preaches the end of the world as we know it, and birth of the new world order where all are equal in justice and liberty.

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