Sorry I'm not here that much, and when I am, it's mostly to boost things...

I've been struggling a lot and it's no fun... Health issues for Arwen, my mum, and myself...

I have many nightmares, I get less sleep, and while I try to keep going, I feel so damned tired lots of the time... 😔

But... Not giving up!

Did something scary, and asked for help again... I hate that... 😔 But I know I will hate myself even more if I don't try... I need to get Arwen home, after the hardest thing has happened... 🌈

Not yet though, she's still tryjng to live and love. And I'll do my best to see the signs when the joy has gone. No suffering for her, just because I don't want to say goodbye... 😢

So yeah, hard times... Difficult times... But I need to keep going. Things will get worse, heart will be broken, but I'll always have the memories we've made...

🧚🏼‍♀️ 🍀 💜 🐾

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