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She's doing poorly, most likely terminal... I would like support for a cremation and urn, and maybe an ash-pendant, for when Arwen passes away.
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TL;DR: PlaystationPixy's terminally ill pet, Arwen, needs end-of-life care (cremation, urn, ash pendant). They've started a GoFundMe to cover the costs.

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:squirtle_jam: Ello sweet (and sporty) Friendos :blahaj_heart:

As some of you, who follow my journey account, may know... I am struggling...

Arwen is doing more poorly, and there's many tears and worries, and bad nights...

It's also affecting my eating. Sometimes I feel hungry but I'm not interested in food... Other times I don't feel hungry but I get the urge to eat something...

It's weird... I try to keep an eye out that I will eat properly. I rarely eat too little, so that's no real thing for me... But I have to be careful not to overdo it when I feel the need for comfort food.

I'm also upset that I've started a new GoFundMe, to help me with upcoming costs... It breaks me to ask for financial help again, so I guess that's also interfering with my hunger, emotions, sleep, and mood...

Thank you to all that support me! 💜 I greatly appreciate it :bear_love:

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Was it worth it? 🏡


A journey with big changes lays behind me. I've reached my destination, which I hope will be my last one. Or at least one for a long time to come... The journey isn't over yet, but part of the traveling is. Now, I'm in place and I need to make things bett

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TL;DR: OP, a Dutch pixie, had a busy day involving the gym, setting up a GoFundMe for Arwen's future care, walks with her dog Arwen (whose health is declining), an Ikea trip with a friend, and dealing with a rude driver. Arwen needed extra attention and had a big wee.
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A chocolate Labrador Retriever stands in shallow water, with its front legs submerged. The dog has a shiny, wet coat, and its fur appears slightly matted, likely from being in the water. It holds a bright yellow tennis ball in its mouth, with water droplets visible around its muzzle. The dog's ears are floppy, and its eyes are focused forward. The background shows a forested area with tall trees, and the water is calm with gentle ripples. The scene suggests a playful moment, possibly during a game of fetch.

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Just written a review and thinking of Gary Oldman reminded me of this little gem.

A bit of background, back in 2001, BMW hired big name directors to make short films to advertise their cars.

The one common element throughout the series was Clive Owen as The Driver.

This film, Beat the Devil, is probably my favourite of the ad campaign.

James Brown renegotiates his fame and fortune contract with the devil, played by Gary Oldman. It was directed by the late Tony Scott.

youtube.com/watch?v=2aNWhdKMDE…

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Fankoos so much! Made me 😭 so again... (to be honest, I'm quite an emotional wreck at the moment... But still...). I/we really appreciate it! 🤗 😘




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Thank you 💜 and yeah, even though it's sad, it's also so good to know that I'll be able to take her home with me... 😊

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Another hard thing…


...and I really hate needing to do it... Trigger warning ⚠️ this post will discuss the passing of a beloved pet and what to do after that. It was very hard go write, so I recon it may be hard to read as well... As I write this, Arwen is walking in front o

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TL;DR: OP, a Dutch pixie, had a rough day filled with physical pain, emotional distress (hormones and stress), and worry about their aging pet, Arwen, potentially passing away before a planned surgery. Despite exhaustion and several walks with Arwen, OP managed some chores and social interaction but ended the day emotionally drained and with poor sleep.

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Chatting with my daughter every day while we protest has been really special.
She is smart, funny, empathetic and fiercely liberal.
I am a proud mom.
She is also really good at reminding me that my cinnamon scones were her absolute favorite baked thing I have ever baked.
So today I got the hint and will give them another go.
I so hope that they turn out the same. You never know with me.
My free wheeling approach to recipes gets me in trouble sometimes when I need to deliver the same thing again.
Fingers crossed they are good.
They are in the freezer now getting cold before I pop them in the oven.
#Baking

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The cinnamon scones like treats are ready to go to their new home.
I think they might smell better than apple pie. Maybe.

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#AmWriting #Blog #WordPress

I've been trying to work ahead some... Like I usually try to do. But with the busy times ahead, surgeries for mum and me, health not being the best, Arwen not being the best... 😔 So it's good to have some posts scheduled, that when I don't feel like writing, I know something is still "ready to be shared". 😊

The only posts that I can't write in advance are the journal ones...

Some shameless promotion here: my blog "toots" when a post goes live, which is usually around 7am CET. The account is at @cynnisblog.wordpress.com

Let's keep writing... :darkmodeparrot:

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TL;DR: OP emailed their GP about post-surgery home care, needs help moving furniture, walked their dog, exercised, and is now relaxing and watching TV. Feeling tired despite their efforts.
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The image features a chocolate Labrador Retriever sitting on a large, cut tree log in an open field. The dog is facing to the right with its mouth open, tongue out, and appears to be panting, suggesting it might be warm or has been active. Its fur is a rich, dark brown color, and it has a sturdy build typical of the breed. The log is gray with visible bark and a cut end, indicating it has been recently cut. In the background, there is a grassy field with a few trees, some of which are bare, suggesting it might be early spring or late autumn. The sky is partly cloudy with patches of blue visible. A person can be seen in the distance, walking away from the camera, adding a sense of scale to the scene. The overall setting is a natural, outdoor environment, likely a park or rural area.

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TL;DR: OP had a bad night, needs to garden despite elbow pain, got a surgery date (June 13th!), and is planning for a new bed and holiday preparations.

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Phoenix says that as the senior member of the snuggle patrol, it is her responsibility to be available for emergency snuggles, and adoration at any moment of the day or night! It's a tough job, but somebody's gotta do it! 🩷🐦‍🔥👑💞
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#3GoodThings

1. Sci fi, just generally, it brings me so, so much joy!

2. Snails 🐌

3. Purple, purple everything! 💜

#ThreeGoodThings #Glimmers #LittleThings

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Films - Dark City, Cube, Ghost In The Shell (animated), , The Fifth Element, Titan A.E (animated)

Also, if you like funny, Galaxy Quest is one of my all time favourite movies!

TV - Farscape, Resident Alien, Stargate SG1 and Atlantis, The Expanse, For All Mankind (this is alternate history rather than futuristic)

Books - Chasm City, Dark Eden, The Aurora Cycle, Midnight Robber, Rosewater, The Outside, anything by Becky Chambers, Nnedi Okorafor, Octavia Butler, and Iain M Banks. 🖖


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TL;DR: OP, a slightly anxious Dutch pixy, had a busy day involving pet care, exercise, medication, errands (pharmacy & Lidl), blog work, and a successful hospital call securing a surgery date (June 13th!). Despite some anxiety and a bad dream, OP ended the day feeling relieved and ready for the next day.

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So much ugliness happening in this country that I can hardly stand it! Luckily, it snowed yesterday in South Central Alaska for the first time in a few months. Here is a darling photo of a moose getting splashed in the head with a snow dump from a tree. Lacee Johnson is the photographer.
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I really wonder about how all these stupid folks that didn't like the inconvenience of covid will act with the next pandemic. The pandemic has a lot to do with what's happening. People lost money etc. But, we will have to learn to live with these things until humans stop spreading their germs all over the place.

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We publish all our #HashTagGames with each new compound word capitalized for easy reading and for screen readers.

Some apps store them in their database lowercase making them hard to read and they autofill in lower case.

Contact your app makers and ask them to respect hashtag Camel Case.

Thanks, @paul

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Right on! My app autofills in all lowercase. It’s important though, so I correct it every time. Thanks for all you do, Paul!

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@actuallyautistic
This came across my feed and is quite interesting. Nothing, in a sense, that we don't know, but nice to see the things we've been talking about for some time now, finally reaching the mainstream, so to speak. So, just in case you haven't seen it and for those who might be interested.

#Autism
#ActuallyAutistic

link.springer.com/article/10.1…

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honestly, I’m not going to. It looks like a time is coming when having my book will just get people
in trouble. This is not the time
for attempted reform.
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I should print a few and bury them, as time capsules. 💜

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My son set the beekeeping nuc (box) we were attempting to catch a swarm with (failed) on my garden bed yesterday after coming home. Less than 24 hours later.... #beekeeping #bee #swarm #gardening #beemudatriangle
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TL;DR: OP is on a slow walk with their dog, Arwen, and is anxious about upcoming surgery in 65 days. They need to arrange for post-op care, help with daily tasks, and dog care, and are feeling overwhelmed by the logistics.



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Riding the hometrainer. Arwen wanted the "in-between" walkies, so we had less steps and we were home earlier. As I didn't get to the half hour on the seated bike (I was close but the leg didn't approve), I figured that I needed to get to my hometrainer.

I feel tired. I have a slight headache, as my brain is working overtime on figuring out all that I need to prepare for the upcoming surgery.

Having a date is good. But now I need to get things arranged. I need to be sure I've prepared all that I can, so it will be good when I get home from the hospital.

I hate asking help, and I'll need to do quite a bit of that... So yeah... It will be a hard wait and the insecurity of not being sure if all will go well... Ugh...

So! Riding the hometrainer. Just a low setting. But it is better than lying on the couch watching telly? 🤔

I don't know how long my leg will allow, but every minute is a small win, I guess.

Onward and upward? 💪🏼

#PixysFitJourney
#FitIn2025
@fitin2025

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:blobcatgamer: Ello sweet gaming Friendos :purple_heart_sparkle:

I went to the gym. Had a shorter walk with Arwen, as she was struggling to go further. Poor gall... I've been riding the hometrainer, while watching some Sons of Anarchy.

I started it ages ago, then got distracted, and as one of my friends really loves it, I'm trying to watch it again when I'm riding.

I changed the controller and headphones for the PS5. I hope that I can get a bit of gaming in today...

I do need to do some chores, even though my body won't appreciate me doing them. But, hopefully I can reward myself with some relaxing NMS after that... 😊

Hope you're all doing well and you've been enjoying some good games, tv shows, music... :blahaj_gamer:

Catch you all later folks!

:playstation: 🧚🏼‍♀️

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I am have question about “adding up” standard deviations. Do I know anyone who can help? #statistics #PhDLife

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Sharing my life online


A while ago, I shared a post about living online (Trying to live online). And I keep thinking about it... I don't have too many friends, but the ones I have, I consider to be very good ones! 💜 And then, there is my phone, where all my "pocket friends" are
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And thank you for being here. You all mean the same to me. A family I've never known before 😊


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Took another snap of the moon 🌔 tonight. Only managed one decent snap. Slightly edited.
I shared this on Masto but I wanted to share it here as well.

📸 06/04/2025

#Moon #Night #Nature #NightPhotography #SamsungS22Ultra #AmateurPhotography

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Fankoos 🫶🏻 I guess you can get even better snaps these days, with the shiny new ultra 😜
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I'm especially enjoying the better zoom! 😁😜😂 Thank you, sweetie!

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On Friday morning, I started the work in the front garden.
pixelfed.social/p/PixysSnaps/8…
Saturday morning, I went back at it for a bit.
Slow progress, but progress nevertheless...

#PixysHouse #DIY #Garden


I shared these snaps yesterday on Masto, but I wanted to share them here as well.
My garden was full of all sorts of (big) weeds... I spent just over an hour, trying to get as much out as my hands and body allowed.
I didn't finish it all, but there is some difference between the two snaps. And no, I don't mean the missing Labrador in the second snap. 😂

#PixysHouse #DIY #Garden


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Yeah she made me work it, and she made sure I kept going... 😉 Going around her, that is, as she was always in the way! 😂