The one unfortunate thing that has occurred since last month is the sheer disappointment I have towards so many people I knew and grew up with throughout my life. It's not just people of just one affiliation, it's everyone who chooses to act like everything is normal when it's not. Perhaps there are some of them that absolutely realizes that it isn't normal and are trying to cope with it like I am, but yet are proceeding to act as normal as always. I acknowledge that. I certainly haven't said much about it, either. It is social media after all. We can hide that aspect of our lives. I am just having an increased disinterest and disliking towards these people now and it just sucks. And I don't know if the feeling is justified or not for a lot of them. I hope this makes some sense.