Ugh... 😔 I wish I would just wake up some day and feel all energized and full of motivation.
Before the fibro started kicking my ass, my ADHD always made sure that I could speed on with zoomies... And feel so good about it.
I feel like the fibro has taken so much from me... I'm dealing with more pain, less decent sleep, brain fogs, feeling so tired so much of the time...
It cost me the ability to work. And, I think that the way it changed me, it also cost me my marriage. The marriage may have not been the best, as it couldn't handle me becoming chronically ill... But still... 😔
My ADHD still wants to do so much...
My autism likes routine and hates change.

I've been through loads the last years. I've managed to get through it all. But I don't think it made me stronger. I don't feel like a survivor either. I feel like a person, doing their best to make ends meet, to be a decent person, to live a good life.

I hate complaining! But the way I've been feeling, it's been hard and it's not really improving. I will get a surgery in 6 weeks. A big one. Or scares me! I know I've done it before. But it's not like it's getting easier, as I'm also growing older and all that... 😔

I try to keep writing about it all on my blog. My blog shares a Toot when a post goes live, through this account @Cynni's Blog I always try to boost the toots when I can. 😊

6 weeks... Yikes! I still have to arrange several things. But I keep thinking that there's time enough... Yeah, procrastinating is something I'm doing more of as well, these days...

Thanks for your support! I really appreciate it.

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