in reply to dansup

I know what you are going through... There are no words for this kind of sudden loss, I've had the same shock too with my cat. At morning, he slept on my feet, and the end of noon, he was brought home in a bodybag by the animal rescue ambulance. Just 2,5 years young. Hit by a car about a mile from home...
It's hard to understand the pain, if someone haven't experienced this too... I do, wish you peace of mind to get through this, hope you've people around who understands... Comforthug for you ...