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:bear_love: Ello sweet and lovely Friendos :purple_heart_sparkle:

Ello folks, it's me! A tad later today, as I was rudely awoken by my alarm. How dare it..? 😉 The scale was nicer, so that was something...

I had a decent night, but I was so tired, that I still feel like I could have slept a bit longer... At least I did properly sleep now. Which is a plus.

Sorry I wasn't around too much yesterday... I was feeling very bläh and out of it. And I took mum to the GP in the afternoon, so when I got back, I just headed to bed, as I was exhausted...

I'll try to write my journal in a bit. Riding the seated bike now, and I'm just so tired still. So I may cut it short and head to the massage chair instead. 😔 I do have PT today, so that should help some...

Catch you all in a bit. Thanks again :flying_hearts: for all the lovely support I got after the awful accident last Sunday! It really means a lot to me and it helped me to keep going when I can as feeling so terribly low...

:pixy_party: 🍀 💜 🐾

#PixysJourney

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The image shows a close-up view of the moon against a black background. The moon is nearly full, with a visible waning gibbous phase, as indicated by the text in the image. The surface of the moon is detailed, displaying various craters and maria, which are dark, basaltic plains formed by ancient volcanic eruptions. The moon's surface appears textured and rugged, with shades of gray and brown. The text in the image reads "Waning 🌙 gibbous 99.8% 13/05/2025 1:41," providing information about the moon's phase, percentage, date, and time. The moon is centered in the image, with a clear and sharp appearance, highlighting its features.

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#Moonscrolling
A lovely moon, almost full! 🌕
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📸 13/05/2025

#Moon #Night #Nature #NightPhotography #SamsungS22Ultra #AmateurPhotography

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A short SniffiVerse™ walkies tonight... But we did take a selfie! 🐾 💜

📸 13/05/2025

#Labrador #DogsOfMastodon #Dog #DogsOfPixelfed #Labradorable #Dogs #PixelfedDogs #Selfie #EyeContact

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Meeting Amanda Tapping at FedCon.

More info on Amanda: imdb.com/name/nm0850102/

#FedCon #AmandaTapping #StarGate #Sanctuary

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so this fella just switched on the kitchen lights at night 😯😹 got thrown out #grasshoppersofmastodon #crickets #grasshopper
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I think I need to start going into damage control to figure out how to prevent becoming homeless next month, because I'm seriously headed in that direction. We are 12 days into the month and my paycheck is only $167. My average order value including taxes and shipping is $26, plus I went 2 Sundays without sales. Got 3 abandoned carts yesterday but no sales. Even if I can manage to cover my rent somehow, my electricity will get shut off, and probably the internet too. Don't know what I'm going to do. I need to go to the office and ask them what I should do, try to find rental assistance, something. My paycheck might not even break $1,000. 19 days left. It's probably too late in the month to make enough to be able to pay all my bills next month. I don't know what else to do. I have no job skills. I applied to the Apple store so we will see if they even call me. 😭
in reply to Lukewarm Flystalker 🇨🇦🇧🇧🇲🇽🇬🇱

@bardmoss With my needing a power chair to commute to a job, and the fact I can't stand for long shifts, cuts out pretty much all retail. Apple store is the only one who hires people in wheelchairs. I applied over a week ago to the store near me that's hiring, but never heard back from them.
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@bardmoss Texas has a job site for companies open to hiring people with disabilities. I'll check there. Going years not working with other people and making all the decisions makes employers think business owners can't be a team player and handle being given directions. The longer you answer to no one the harder it gets.
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Any typos spotted in this post are tummy exposing em-dashes. If spotted, please approach warily. It may not be a trap, but a prone em-dash may panic and separate into two en-dashes and then where would we be? Chaos, that's where. Best not risk it. Have a cuppa and a Tim Tam instead.

* Tim Tams are an Australian biscuit covered in chocolate, designed so that you can bite off diagonal corners and suck your tea or coffee through the middle. (I don't make the rules. They just are.) They are delicious. (Kind of like Penguins if you're a Brit.)

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whenever a Tim Tam Slam is mentioned I cannot but think of John Barrowman’s first time.
Poor guy (lucky guy?), he is always showered in them every time he visits here now.

youtu.be/DhlJaeFm28Q?si=inXQvF…

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The thing i love most about mastodon is i can raise a controversial topic like supporting guns and can have a real good conversation with folk pros/cons without any nasty hate .
This app is so good 👍🏾
I love yall if you agree or disagree.
Yall can't get this on the other socials for real.
Love Jaden ❤️
#Mastodon is fire 🔥
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It's not that I have a problem with it

It's just that I don't understand it

And sometimes not being able to understand is very bad for some people.
But, understanding nothing has nothing to do with having prejudices

So I'm quiet and don't even ask

Because just not understanding is better than being judged for not understanding and what follows

Anyone who understands that...
please raise your hand 🙋‍♀️ 😂

#mastodon #fediverse #YouWinAgainSi #people #understand #think #laugh #prejudice

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Good evening Squirrel Fans.

Tonight’s quote is the rule I try to live by when gaming:

“Some pirates achieved immortality by great deeds of cruelty or derring-do. Some achieved immortality by amassing great wealth. But the captain had long ago decided that he would, on the whole, prefer to achieve immortality by not dying.”
― Terry Pratchett, The Color of Magic

Ok off to bed, bit knackered now.

Wherever you are, whatever you are doing, I hope you’re well & safe! 😊🫶:party_major_squirrel:🖖

@weirdfolks
#WeirdFolks #SquirrelsOfMastodon #TheMammutMoves

For today’s diary update please follow #TimsASDjourney

I'm still having some issues at times go access Friendica.world on my phone. But when I can use it, and I have the spoons, I'll do my best to boost my own toots and toots from Friendos (and sometimes from strangers as well). 😊

The last 48 hours have been crazy, and I'm still not fully recovered yet from everything. 😢

But I'll do my best to come here when I can, and go share and boost! 🌸

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I need help

I need a city in Texas for the book
and I can't decide
There should be a small airport there

It should be the location for a large factory
I don't want any of the “usual suspects”

and ok I might need a second one too

I have already looked at maps of Texas
I liked Beaumont, but it's really small and has almost no industry

Does anyone have any ideas?
Please help!

#mastodon #fediverse #city #usa #us #industry #books #writers #texas #help #boost #companies #world #myFirstBook

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I should add that in spite of my diagnosis, I have been offered no medical support other than an offer to see a psychiatrist and I am still on a two year waitlist to see a specialist.
So many of us are abandoned following diagnosis. I have have had to research and actively advocate to receive any type of medication or specialist referral. Low dose naltrexone has offered me some help, as has active rest. Meeting people within the M.E. community has been my sole lifeline to hope and education. I would be homeless without the love and support of my partner.

#mecfs #meAwareness

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Some people in the disability community believe that most ableism is done out of "a good place in someone's heart" and some how this fact excuses it. One of my jobs is to teach kids and I see how people's good intentions and low expectations gradually rob these children of courage to try, or belief in themselves. (1/4)

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Could you imagine being locked away because you’re ill? Could you imagine being treated as if you broke the law because you are unwell? Could you imagine being perceived as “crazy” or “attention-seeking” because you tried sharing your feelings with someone else? Welcome to the world of the mentally ill! Please check your straitjacket at the door.

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Soooooo.... 45 eej? It's quite something...

I started with a wee bit higher weight, which was a bummer.
Arwen has some issue with her hind leg, so we walked a short round.
And I won't take her to the woods, as I don't want her to overdo it, as I'm afraid then, things will only get worse...
I am having some internet issues, but fortunately, it's still working on my phone....
After some time on my PC, and after installing way too many Signal emojis... 🫣 I finally made it to the treadmill.

Low 3% incline. Very low speed, as my leg was not the best... Only 4kmh. But hey, I'm walking a bit... 😊

Let's so this! :pixy_party:

#PixysFitJourney

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This is really important advice, especially for anyone dealing with mental health struggles or a chronic illness.
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@srtcd424 @gemini6ice @scattapilla We do have to be a little bit vigilant about the definition though, given we're entering an age of generative AI slop. Half-assing a car as human still makes you take care of all necessities, but AI slop will outright forget the safety belt and put an airbag under your butt.
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#SilentSunday


https://flic.kr/p/2r2ugPt Alt text beneath the read more bit... […]

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@SurrealSeal
Fankoos 🫶🏻
Yeah it was a big thing... 😢
And thank you! It was last Sunday, so I'm slowly recovering. And my parents as well... And I keep hoping that the biker will recover too...
I don't think I could celebrate my birthday the next few years... I think it will trigger the memories that won't do me any good... 😔 Ah well, it happened. And now I need to learn to live with it, and that will take some time... :bear_love:
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@MAJ1
I'm really super grateful for that lady as well. Her calmness and kindness made me feel less anxious, knowing my parents were looked after properly and well...
And all the folks that took the time to talk to me, to support me, to comfort me... It helped so much and it meant so much to me :flying_hearts:
I will do my best to support my parents in any way that I can. And, with your kindness and support, I know I am not alone in this. :bear_nuzzle: thanks ever so much! 💜
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Gaming – on and off… 🎮


I've recently (I changed the share date on this Toot, so it's a bit "less" recently, once it goes live) shared a Toot about my on and off gaming (Toot can be found here). Which made me think I could write about that here ad well. So yeah, here I go... 😉 I

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So yeah....
All these things that "should just take a few minutes"...
Seem to be taking ages!
Still waiting on the modem thingie to be restarted.
Still waiting in the updates on my pc to get done...
And I just don't have the spoons to wait that long now...
Sorry, I'm being *very* annoying and I am too fully aware of it...
My brain is not coping with the events of the last 36 hours or so...

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After all the ugliness of yesterday, I needed some time with my gall today... Only a short walk, as her hind leg is still sore... (so yeah, I'll need to walk the treadmill, but I'm working on getting some spoons for that, I feel so exhausted)...

I feel so much and it's all so messy... Ugh... Feelings can be horrible at times... But... I do know that I love this gall to bits! 💜🐾

📸 12/05/2025

#Labrador #DogsOfMastodon #Dog #DogsOfPixelfed #Labradorable #Dogs #PixelfedDogs #Selfie #EyeContact

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#Moonscrolling
Shining a light during these dark times... This beautiful, almost full 🌕, moon, brought me some peace and quiet in my rambling brain...

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#Moon #Night #Nature #NightPhotography #SamsungS22Ultra #AmateurPhotography

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I *need* to get on the treadmill.
Short walks with Arwen are OK, but it means less exercises for me...
And I need the exercise...
My weight is too high.
My brain is bad after all that happened yesterday. :parrot_sad:
I wish I could sleep for a few days. Recharge and hide and fade away.
I'm not coping well.
I need to exercise, as I know it will help me. :ablobcatneon:

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:bear_love: Ello sweet and lovely Friendos :purple_heart_sparkle:

It's been quite a night.
Emotions run wild through my brain.
Things didn't work properly as they should. Making me feel even more bläh.
I tried to reply to kind people that shared their love and care. :bear_love:
I don't know how the rest of the day will go...
Part of me just wants to hide away from the world and sleep all the emotions away... If only...

Thank you for all your support! It means the world to me.

Sorry for my weirdness, which is even worse now, as I have no spoons to keep it in check... 😔

Catch you all later folks! :pixy_party:

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Another night, another SniffiVerse™ walkies selfie 🐾 💜
Only a shorter walk this time, as Arwen's left hind keg was a bit stiff. So I decided a smaller walk would be better for her. We did walk a new route, so there were new sniffs to be enjoyed... 😊

📸 11/05/2025

#Labrador #DogsOfMastodon #Dog #DogsOfPixelfed #Labradorable #Dogs #PixelfedDogs #Selfie #EyeContact

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#Moonscrolling

A almost full moon 🌔 tonight...
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📸 11/05/2025

#Moon #Night #Nature #NightPhotography #SamsungS22Ultra #AmateurPhotography

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